" are you gng to be a housewife?" " what about your career ?" , or with my friends " you should put him in a nursery" " why are you dong this to your self?" " he should learn to adapt"
it does bother me that my life has changed, it sometimes smothers me that i can't go out on a whim, take a walk, go to the gym, or sleep when i want and wake up when i want, it does bother me that my career or work is on hold and yes it does contribute to my sense of satisfaction, but...
i am not myself anymore.... i am a new me, and i should adapt and you should be supportive, a little over 2 years back i was alone and in charge on my own life, 2 years back i have a house and a husband, i have to cook,clean and all the other chores which i didn't do before, and i have a new person to obey and please and its a responsibility that should be respected..
a year ago i became a mum, shocked at the responsibility i sulked for months and months, but come on c'est la vie,i am not gng to be 20 forever i should be grateful for all the things i used to do and experienced, time for new stuff and in order to embrace something new you have to let go of something old.... its not better or worse its different.. life changes and so do we, and there is nothign to stop that... so get out of my head
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